2.2.10






To the centre of the city where all roads meet, waiting for you
To the depths of the ocean where all hopes sank, searching for you
Moving through the silence without motion, waiting for you
In a room with a window in the corner I found truth

1.2.10

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after my parents house burned down two weeks ago, last night I dreamt my father ran in to a fire to save a device, and got burned to death. fuck

 


yes / no
(please strike out what doesn't apply)

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to die by your side,
is such a heavenly way to die.

Sweetness, I was only joking
When I said by rights you should be
Bludgeoned in your bed





31.1.10

there's a light that never goes out...

Take me out tonight
Where there's music and there's people
And they're young and alive
Driving in your car
I never never want to go home
Because I haven't got one
Anymore
Take me out tonight
Because I want to see people and I Want to see life
Driving in your car
Oh, please don't drop me home
Because it's not my home, it's their Home,
and I'm welcome no more
And if a double-decker bus
Crashes into us
- The smiths

saints will become sinners

it was here when they lost me, pointing to a letter hanging on the wall that read cleanliness leads to godliness. I knew I was locked up in this place, drowning in a black pool filled with pressure and strange prayers. A place where youth loses innocence. A little push towards the path to Evil.









reign in blood





 


david lynch //

isolation,



a short story,

Vivid and in your prime
/ you will leave me behind.

cry, baby

29.1.10

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it's all false love and affection
you don't want me
you just want the attention


lost in a forest

ome closer and see
see into the dark
just follow your eyes
just follow your eyes
it's always the same
I'm running towards nothing
again and again and again