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rip

why i love the smiths

My eyes have seen the glory of the sacred wunderkind
I know a place where we can go, and where we are not known

You said i was ill and you were not wrong

Oh the alcoholic afternoons when we sat in your rooms they meant more to me than any living thing on earth

Vivid and in your prime you will leave me behind.

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I won't share you with the drive and ambition,...this is my time.
Life tends to come and go, that's ok as long as you know

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If you're so funny
Then why are you on your own tonight ?
And if you're so clever
Then why are you on your own tonight ?
If you're so very entertaining
Then why are you on your own tonight ?
If you're so very good-looking
Why do you sleep alone tonight ?
I know ...
'Cause tonight is just like any other night
That's why you're on your own tonight
With your triumphs and your charms
While they're in each other's arms..."
It's so easy to laugh
It's so easy to hate
It takes strength to be gentle and kind

Never i will forgive myself for the best moments I was afraid to ruin, the photos I was afraid to take, they would mean more to me than anyone could ever know. These are always the best of times that no one will ever see, oh how I wish I took my camera then, document everything and keep them forever. 
so here i am, fucking claiming moviestills as my own

bounce

purple magazine

voyuerism

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photo by dan colen

To the centre of the city where all roads meet, waiting for you
To the depths of the ocean where all hopes sank, searching for you
Moving through the silence without motion, waiting for you
In a room with a window in the corner I found truth

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after my parents house burned down two weeks ago, last night I dreamt my father ran in to a fire to save a device, and got burned to death. fuck

 

yes / no

(please strike out what doesn't apply)

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to die by your side,

is such a heavenly way to die.

Sweetness, I was only joking
When I said by rights you should be
Bludgeoned in your bed

there's a light that never goes out...

Take me out tonight
Where there's music and there's people
And they're young and alive
Driving in your car
I never never want to go home
Because I haven't got one
Anymore
Take me out tonight
Because I want to see people and I Want to see life
Driving in your car
Oh, please don't drop me home
Because it's not my home, it's their Home,
and I'm welcome no more
And if a double-decker bus
Crashes into us
- The smiths

saints will become sinners

it was here when they lost me, pointing to a letter hanging on the wall that read cleanliness leads to godliness. I knew I was locked up in this place, drowning in a black pool filled with pressure and strange prayers. A place where youth loses innocence. A little push towards the path to Evil.

reign in blood