Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn

I still recall the taste of your tears
Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore
Scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep
Anymore

til we die and die and die again

Morrissey - Speedway

I got ice in my veins
blood in my eyes
hate in my heart
love in my mind
I see nights full of pain
Days are the same
You keep the sunshine
I save the rain
I search but never find
Hurt but never cry
I work and forever try
But i'm cursed so never mind
And its worse with better times
that seem further and beyond
The top gets higher the more that I climb

I agree today that life is simply taking and not giving,
England is mine, and it owes me a living
Ask me why and i'll spit in your eye,
But we can not cling to the old dreams anymore
Does the the body rule he mind or does the mind rule the body...?
I dont know

Under the iron bridge we kissed
and although I ended up with solace
It just wasnt like the old days anymore
It wasnt like those days,
am I still ill?

This is the evil in everything that happens under the sun: The same destiny overtakes all. The hearts of men, moreover, are full of evil and there is madness in their hearts while they live, and afterward they join the dead.

If even the moon is not bright and the stars are not pure in his eyes

LEV 29: "...and the land will be filled with wickedness"

take outs of zdenek for ilovefake magazine

old polaroids

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why i love the smiths

My eyes have seen the glory of the sacred wunderkind
I know a place where we can go, and where we are not known

You said i was ill and you were not wrong

Oh the alcoholic afternoons when we sat in your rooms they meant more to me than any living thing on earth

Vivid and in your prime you will leave me behind.

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I won't share you with the drive and ambition,...this is my time.
Life tends to come and go, that's ok as long as you know

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If you're so funny
Then why are you on your own tonight ?
And if you're so clever
Then why are you on your own tonight ?
If you're so very entertaining
Then why are you on your own tonight ?
If you're so very good-looking
Why do you sleep alone tonight ?
I know ...
'Cause tonight is just like any other night
That's why you're on your own tonight
With your triumphs and your charms
While they're in each other's arms..."
It's so easy to laugh
It's so easy to hate
It takes strength to be gentle and kind

Never i will forgive myself for the best moments I was afraid to ruin, the photos I was afraid to take, they would mean more to me than anyone could ever know. These are always the best of times that no one will ever see, oh how I wish I took my camera then, document everything and keep them forever. 
so here i am, fucking claiming moviestills as my own

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